sisters before misters [December 21st, 2009] freewriters [unknownwreckage] [ mood | loved ] last night was amazing she thinks i stabbed her in the back im not losing you again she hates me no doubt the girl code did not occur she says i love you i loved you first she says good bye forever so much drama for this day she wants me to burn in hell i still love you and it shall not fade she says good bye and oh well i wanted to cry  she was i told some lies she doesnt love me, who does? my best friends say they do i think you do mom does dad, unfortunately, does this has been the best day even if i lost her along the way i dont know what's gonna happen next but i hope its with you and no one else  COMMENT.

[December 21st, 2009] ifeel_likeasong [cureme] Set me free why doncha babe Get out of my life why doncha babe Cuz you don't really love me, you just keep me hangin' on Now you don't really want me, you just keep me hangin' on COMMENT.

smoking [December 21st, 2009] freewriters [unknownwreckage] [ mood | loved ] 2 puffs light headed half gone i cant stand all gone im gonna puke i callapsed you help me walk home i hold on to my stomach my mind keeps wondering i hate this we get to my house i eat to calm my stomach you feel bad i feel sick nicotene high i cant stand real high i'd never be able to handle getting addicted is not an option i decide never again COMMENT.

[December 21st, 2009] unsentletters [puppieluv77] [ mood | confused ] it's putting me in a funk, having you back in my life. I know that we promised eachother to be friends forever, but I also promised myself that I would kick you out of my life. I love you, you bastard. Why cant you understand that? I'm an adult, I'm perfectly capable of loving you. Stop seeing me like a child! I'm not a child, and I love you. I don't see what's so much better about that stupid girl you're with. She has an annoying voice. I guess I can understand, so I take it back. She paid your phone bill after only a month of knowing you. Now you live with her, she buys your clothes, pays your phone bill, buys your cigarettes and weed, and feeds you. You've got a sugar mama. I can't be your sugar mama I guess...if that's what you want, you're where you need to be. But I still love you. I love you but I don't want to be your sugar mama. I don't want a child....a responsibility. You're more of her responsibility than her boyfriend, and you're not a catch at all.... Catching you on a fishing line is like trying to pull an anchor out of the sea. Now you say she's the love of your life. THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE? If the right thing for me to do is shut my mouth while i'm hurting... and let you be... then hon, I need you to let me be. I can't have you flaunting all that in front of me...I can't have you talking about how you're in love to me. I can't be your best friend anymore. You know that song by usher.... "before anything that came between us.. you were like my best friend. The one I used to go and talk to when me & my girl were having problems. You used to say it would be alright, suggest some nice things I should do.. but at night when I go home and lay my head down all i used to think about was you!!!" I used to hope that someday that song would be to me. You would dedicate it to me and we would just hold eachother and kiss. I'm not a cuddly person, and I don't like kissing, but for some reason I feel like all that would be different with you. You can love anyone you want...but that chemical attraction...baby that's not something to scoff at... that's not something you choose. Anyway, now that for some reason, you came back into my life. And you only seem to want to see me when YOU call. You dont take me seriously when I call you...i'm not going to call you. and it's going to take me a while to decide weather I want to answer for you. I don't think its right...... HERE IS WHERE THE CONFUSION SETS IN THOUGH...Majorly split in half You said I was like your little sister..... that made me melt. I'm an only child and i've ALWAYS wanted an older brother. You would be my perfect big brother... BUT WHY!!!!!!!! WHY DO I HAVE TO BE IN LOVE WITH YOU?? THIS SUCKS!!! If I ever officially called you my brother, marrying you would be out of the question. I would be voulentarily saying that I would never love you "like that"....and then after you break up with your 'sugar mama' I would still not have a chance, and you would go and find someone else. I don't know what to do..... screw you. COMMENT.

A Priori [December 21st, 2009] freewriters [evangelion_100] Rusty survival breathes heavily and throws up its hands in capitulation while needs give way to endless wants (reason seems to be almost extinct, bleeding in the streets and on the freeways burning with effervescence over its suffering) I try to think back to when we were young and knew that the world was ours and the night was a sanctuary that could not be desecrated by anything we said or did but it seems so meaningless now, with the light of years illuminating it seems anything but sacrosanct So dig beneath your thoughts, beneath your heart, and find some new diamond to glitter in imitation of your Sun (another distraction for your lonely eyes) COMMENT.

[December 21st, 2009] ifeel_likeasong [shadedsilver] Darling, I'm beside myself and I don't think that you know which one of me you are talking to COMMENT.

Dig [December 21st, 2009] freewriters [evangelion_100] In this frozen river of melancholy I mend another broken bone and send another loose thought home I bend myself only to break It feels like I've been asleep for too many months of this year letting my eyes be pulled shut by heavy thoughts and tired inadequacies (I'm perpetually reluctant, constantly swept away by the force of my own desire) isolation dissolves every word I spoke, still I hunger for something more than what I have found but all I seem to see in the innumerable faces is echoes and shame, hidden as best they can Yet, I cannot believe this I find in you something substantial and concrete something that doesn't end (you gracefully bend towards then away from me like a tree in the fickle wind) you are beautifully imperfect and I don't know what to do with you there is reason to stand tall and reason to fall to the earth in tomorrow we'll carry on to a way out and bury what we're worth (bury it beneath the weight of our own inadequacies) COMMENT.

this love, this hate, is burning me away. [December 22nd, 2009] ifeel_likeasong [_vacantdweeb_] these lies are leading me astray, it's too much for me to stay. i don't wanna live this destiny, it goes on endlessly. i see you so please stay strong, sing you one last song and then i'm gone. i don't wanna live this destiny, it goes on endlessly. COMMENT.

Siren [December 21st, 2009] poetssociety [rot_chan] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | She Wolf by Shakira ] Short skirt with dark tights plastic daggers hide bitten nails  tempting siren lures them in   ugly black dot birthmark near her lip slanted cat eyes secret sharp teeth biting her tongue hummingbird tattoo coarse hands on her back dance on dirty stages hopeless dreams showing skin too much leg a middle finger and a wicked grin pawned necklace old perfume glares as cold as ice and an occasional smile  -Shelby 1 / COMMENT.

Sick. [December 22nd, 2009] poems [artaud_damaged] I'm holding a hammer. And there is blood on the bathroom tiles. Looking in the mirror, staring at the deep scratches across my face, I know that something isn't right. In the room next to me, a 'Nurse with Wound' record plays. The volume is up, but not high enough to silence the screaming girl. I found her drunk in a park, I dragged her home. We dropped acid. I put the record on. We got naked, she was junkie thin. Wide-eyed and feral. ...then I hit her. She must have fought back. Or tried. Because now, I'm holding a hammer. And there is blood on the bathroom tiles. My blood. This time I went too far. 1 / COMMENT.

pro-dualist confrontation [December 21st, 2009] freewriters [s3ld0n] You don't know me! Hey! You don't know me! Who do you think you are? Are you me? Do you think you know me? You think you know me? You know me? You don't know me! I am he as you are he? As you are me? You are me? You think you are me? You?  Me? You think you know me? You don't know me! Hey!  You! I am me.  I am me! You are not. COMMENT.

5 Favorite Comfort Foods [December 21st, 2009] thewhyfive [rebekah1213] 1. Pizza. . . any kind really, but I love BBQ chicken, my seafood, and supreme. 2. Mac N Cheese . . . baked in the oven is the best. 3. Cheesecake. . . need I say more. 4. Mashed Potatoes. . . with butter, garlic, sour cream or just with gravy. 5. Subway or McDonalds. . . .they are fast and oh so good. COMMENT.

Yummm! [December 21st, 2009] thewhyfive [silly_lamb733] [ mood | full ] Fooooood 1. Wraps, any kind. I pretty much live off the things at college. 2. PB&J, I love peanut butter and this combination on wheat bread is heaven 3. 100-Calorie Pack Pudding Parfait thingies in either chocolate raspberry or caramel, they're sooooo good and don't even taste like 100 calories. Perfect diet treat! 4. Fruit, any kind. Pineapple, apple, blueberries, oranges, strawberries, grapes, mmm! 5. Cookies, particularly oatmeal raisin, chocolate chip, peanut butter, and christmas cookies. Especially when they're first baked. There's a place called Insomnia cookies which bakes them and delivers them fresh to your dorm room. That's where my freshmen fifteen came from, let me tell you. COMMENT.

Food [December 21st, 2009] thewhyfive [khadaj] 1 - A box of Sunbelt chocolate chip granola bars 2 - Nachos 3 - Soba 4 - Sonic's bacon eggs and cheese sandwiches on texas toast 5 - Extra extra giant cheese pizza COMMENT.

Anyone else here on Facebook? [December 21st, 2009] philosophy [dailykosjeff] There's a cool application for Philosophy. Probably one of the few worthwhile apps on the site. http://www.facebook.com/apps/application.php?id=7716435055 The images look swell on your profile, and just like on LJ, there's the occasional influx of Libertarians and Randroids on the discussion forums looking for a fight. 1 / COMMENT.

elysian [December 21st, 2009] poems [bellatempesta] [ music | Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down- Blue October ] she dreams of fiery reckless heavens underneath a patchwork cut-out sky, contours in the dark amid worlds (her laugh is brazen, it chimes true) there are splinters of gold in his inky eyes that hold the sea speak of a puzzle that they weave their languid dance batters against the dusk with a quiet imperfection  a bruised charisma  (drinking of heroes and philosophers) a butterfly brews the storm of ethereal kismet  she knows them beneath her eyelashes the arch of his wings the elusive bones that curve wildly but she dreams it better when- there is such an elysian intertwined between their fingertips. COMMENT.

[December 21st, 2009] poetssociety [devlinofwicklow] It's through your unexplored spectrum that the universe seems more interesting. Without your consoling consolidation of energy the cosmos seem only cold dust. Within your organic chemistry I predate the birth of stars. 2 / COMMENT.

Resolution [December 21st, 2009] poetssociety [molokoplus1980] Drunk, they gather, full of anticipation, expectations and full of wonder Of a new year yet unknown and could this be what auld Burns meant? But as the bells chime out twelve times, I stand and watch, and ponder Of what cheer and hope there is to be found in a future already spent? © Donna Roberts 2 / COMMENT.

[December 21st, 2009] freewriters [ange_de_vin] [ music | What Lies Beneath by Breaking Benjamin ] Capture paradise, I am gone in the swelling of your spawn. Singing anthems, kiss goodbye; hide the pain we have inside. Catching whispers, leave me be. I'm keeping lies I want you to see. Drag me down and watch me fall; I'll ignore the final call. Keep me tied, and remember me for everything I wished to be. 1 / COMMENT.

[December 21st, 2009] freewriters [ange_de_vin] [ music | 21 Guns - Green Day ] In my own little world; warm with whiskey, raped by rum, shivering succulence, so distant, so near to those present in my eyes. It feels good to fall in, fall out, look out the window of peace and never have to move a curtain. Hindered view, perfect sight to a presence only buzzed. 1 / COMMENT.

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